It gets easier. I promise.

It gets easier. I can promise you that. I can tell you that even while looking at your contorted face that have more tears than clouds have raindrops. I promise things will get better. Somewhere along the road of life your heart will pick up a few tricks from who knows where and breakups and death will hurt less and less.
But some nights are longer than others. And on those nights where all you can see is ?????? and you no matter what logic cards you have, you can beat doubt on those nights. He has lady luck on his side sometimes too. And on those nights where you curl up in a ball and see all your demons laughing and pointing their finger at you, remember, things will get better. Let them have their laugh, in the morning your heart will roar like the lion you are again and tear them to pieces. Just plug in your favorite song and try and think of other things. Things like how beautiful the world is, how many people care to try and make it better. You can think about the bad things too but be sure to think of good things for at least a minute afterwards. I promise this will help make things better.
But some questions are bigger than others. Sometimes you question not only what happened but yourself. Sometimes you get that numb feeling you get after your blood is cut off in your toes but you get it in your heart. And you don’t know if you’ll ever feel again. Your demons aren’t even there, nor is doubt, you’d beg for their attention if they were because you feel so nothing. In times like these, don’t go to your favorite song but try out a new song. Walk down a new path. Read a new poem. Or just watch a movie – these are the best times to watch one because you won’t be distracted by your own feelings. Don’t force your thoughts of emotions but trust them like you trust a turtle, they will come out when you’re done pestering them. Remember, your heart will awaken again and you will feel good again, I promise things will get better.
But some places are scarier than others. And to be honest, that’s where I am now. I’m not sure what to do with my life. But I wrote this as a message to try and make the world, your world, better. This is all I know that is good of me; writing. It’s all I can do. But I’m lost and I’m afraid I’ll be in this place of unknown forever. Please tell me things will get better.